So many of us have been on a rollercoaster of sorts. For some their whole life seems like one. Suddenly or gradually you arrive with no baggage at a totally unknown place with no look linear time no clocks in place and certainly no technology. Imagine that! You feel a sense of reprieve now that you feel whole, and open to receiving experience.
Out of nowhere it hits you. Something starts to crawl up to you. What is it? Nope not an any or a caterpillar because you are in the Amazon basin. Nope. It’s your ingrained habit of doing of keeping yourself occupied of seeking novelty or the consumer cycle. You find yourself BORED. How is that even possible? Didn’t you want to get out of all the overwhelm and busy? And after you got out you made it through an awakening to all of you, healed your way back into wholeness and opened up the oyster of possibilities.
Why then do we feel oh oh this is too darn scary?
It takes a while to get used to being open to possibilities and various ways of being. It is a tad scary at first because to feel safe we have created ways of staying in control from what time we wake up to having a job to pay the bills a clientele to routine to familiar places to a friend circle and whatever else that’s habitual. All of what we have achieved till now is a sense of safe.
Safety is key to relaxation and for our limbic brain to regulate. Without the regulation we run amok UNLESS you have opened the possibilities system in you. What’s that?
That is when you come back to earth having returned to wholeness after healing your wounds and integrating these into your story. You have removed any limitations and ideation. You are now open to experience. The key to safety then is with the new openness you have found a total TRUST in the totality of you. You just know that your back is covered.
Note: to have our backs covered and to have a total level of faith is paramount because we are born to survive. The instinct to survive is what keeps us from fully thriving yet it is necessary to only to the point you feel APART from the totality of the whole.
Make sense?
Today I am open to the possibility. Your receptive self is fully open. The openness is running parallel to the level of trust you have. You just know you are okay. You know you are safe. You can feel it. You no longer feel the need to survive – you only thrive.
The restlessness upon calm comes from a feeling of “unsafe” “unreal” “unbelievable”. Start believing it now. You are safe. And yes you really can have it all. Because you really are ALL.
Are you feeling safe?